I joined Aidpage a few days ago. I was directed to this site for encouragement and to seek receive financial help.I have not received any financial help so far and thats ok because I do not want anyones help unless they are lead by God to do so. I have had many of you offer encouragement and prayers. Your support means more than you will ever know. I have been offered advise and helpful sites to go to. Those of you whose heart are really in this site shines through.
I would like to take this opportunity to once again make clear that I do nothing without the leadership of God. This is not my first time dealing with cancer. I lost my husband to a brain tumor 3 years ago. I did deal with Hospice then and I am now. Hospice is great and they do help prepare the family for the journey ahead. I know there are organizations that help with the medical cost, but it does become a little overwhelming dealing with the cost of daily living. I did have to quit a job I loved doing, and I have sold everything of value in order to pay the household bills.
I do want to make clear that even though there are times I become discouraged and worried I am still a child of God. I know that Jesus has felt the same feelings I have had, and God Himself must of cried the day they crucified His Son. I know that God wants the best for us, and I also know He understands when we become weak. It is at those times He picks us up and carries us, even if it is through the help of other people.
Like I said earlier I do appreciate the encouragement many of you have shown, and I am trying to visit this site a much as possible in hopes of being an encouragement to others. But I do request that if you cannot be an encouragement, then please, do not respond to my blog. You may not realize how hurtful your words could be to others.
I feel we should be here to help build each other up, and not to tear each other down. I am sure we have all heard our mothers say " If you cannot say anything nice, then do not say anything at all". God Bless Yoyu All.
